...well, if you read my diary in my blog from May till June, yeah...now my heart is better than the time when I wrote them. I was in an uneasy mode, Indonesian teenager called it with 'galau' :p

But now~~~ yeah, I've decided and forget about my diaries hihihi~ Thanks to Lord :D

Welcoming July! :)

Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting ’till I know you better

How long? I don’t know, but... yeah, there’s a slight feeling of happiness when you around -_-v

Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

Yeah, maybe... But I’ll cover my ears, ‘till you really feel the same way :)

There'll be one time, when we will stop whatever we do and think about what we have done, how much friends we have, how big is our love for our family, and how much you surrender to God... After that, you'll be uneasy and want to cry.

Because my feeling is being like this, currently...

Inspired Christian Song for June ♫ ♪

It doesn’t matter where I run, You’re there for me
It doesn’t matter what I’ve done Your love’s for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

It doesn’t matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn’t matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

You are my Father, Provider
You’re my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love
Father I worship You
Father I worship You

And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever

Christian song from True Worshippers. The title is You're My Father. It's a beautiful song and really... it makes me always think that I have an awesome GOD. An AMAZING God. Yeah!

UAS? GO GO GO! WISH ME LUCK, FRIENDS!

Off from blogging ‘till June 10th 2011 ♥

It's Already--2 Years...

2 Years. June 19th 2009-June 4th 2011.

Today, I attended my cousin’s graduation ceremony. He studied at the same Junior High School with me. Just by looked at his face, I thought he didn’t have scared feeling, he was sure he’ll be graduated. And he didn’t cry when singing on the stage but when he came to her mother’s seat and hugged my aunt, after that, he cried and I saw him wiped his tears. I never saw he cried before. And when they sang ‘Yang Terbaik Bagimu’ from ADA Band, I was almost crying on my seat. Because I had a personal memory with that song (back at the time when my father was in hospital because of an accident).

Here's my cousin's photo when he hugged his mom :)

2010-2011 9th Grader

My friends performance

I met my old friends too there, we didn’t take a photo, unfortunately. And I can’t take a photo with my cousin -,-

It’s already 2 years. Do you realize that, friends? Time isn’t running but flying. I feel like, yesterday, I’m still in white-blue uniform but today, I’m wearing white-gray uniform. Yesterday, I’m still learning about Newton, but today, I’m learning about Hans Kelsen (?) We grow up.

Junior High School years, back at that time, there were so much memories I can’t forget ‘till today. When we had our fun time at Indonesia Independence Day Celebration, when we had a competition, when our class won a wall magazine contest in our school, when we cried together during graduation ceremony and many more. How can I forget about them? We are friends since 1st grader in elementary. We laughed, we cried, we smiled—together. We called our teacher ‘Mr. Panda’ together. We learned for National Examination together, we prayed together and cried really hard back at that time. And we were smiling widely when we knew that we’ve graduated! If some people said that High School is the best moment in our life, but ‘till today, I believe that Junior High School is the best one too...

Miss you a lot, friends...

During 'The Last (Love) Supper' before Examination :) (2008-2009)

Our Graduation Day

And The Winner Goes To...

I watched Champions Final League last night (and I went to sleep at 4 A.M and woke up at 9, so now, I feel a bit dizzy -_-). And congratulation for FC Barcelona!!!! Messi, Puyol, David Villa, Pique and their friends!!! All of you showed the best game for me :) But don't be angry Manchester United, soon, you'll lift the same trophy as them, it's not the time to shine, yet :) (but they are shining already, right?) Because of them, I want to watch some soccer again soon :) Can't wait the 2011/2012 season start again :) Well, honestly, I don't really like Manchester United or Barcelona, I must be hate them before hahaha... I like Chelsea from the Premiere League and Real Madrid from La Liga. And I like Bayern Munich too! :) Well, I can't wait FIFA World Cup 2014 and EURO 2012~ Vote for Germany this time~

Photos of Barcelona and MU after the celebration:

So, congrats for Barcelona :)

Pictures aren't mine, took them from Tumblr :)