A Post After A Month

Well—here I am. Hi, June! I’ve done everything in a good way. I’ve graduated from high school, I’ll go to one of the best university in my country (just guess it! :p), I’ve got good scores in my examinations, and everything I’ve got, everything I’ve been through, just a little ‘thanks’ seems not enough for my Lord. I can’t do everything without Him :)

Well—new life is on its way. Or I already live in this new life? I don’t even know.

Sometimes I’m worrying something that I don’t even have to worry about. About this new life, especially. I sometimes think, what would happen later? What does He want me to do here? Does this place really belongs to me? Does this really His plan?

And I’ve once talked about this kind of things to my friend. And she said, “Your path has taken its form.” I really remember it since that day. That simple sentence made me want to cry. Yeah, Lord has made a life plan for me. He made my path. And my teacher said, “You deserve this.” Lord gave me something that I deserve to accept—after everything I’ve been through, after every work I did. He gave a (beautiful) reward and I must be thankful of it. So, even if someday I say, “I feel like I’m not belong here.” Well in the end, Lord will make you say “Yes, I deserve to be here. To be where I’m now.” or He’ll take you to another place :p

Thanks friend! Thanks teacher! Your advices are the best! Thanks Lord—for everything.